okie gosh its been ages and decades since i step here. seriously no time but i need to jot down my life before i forgot them after 2 weeks. seriously its as if ive got short term memory i can forget ppl , events so easily even though they are not insignificant. for example i thought i saw my laughing buddy during secondary school days at famous brand shoe shop . he looks familiar the tallness the side parting combed neatly hair with GEL!and the rabbit teeth.haha i forgot his name. why is TAY JUN YAP name keeep appearing in my thoughts.ahh.. obsession..scoot!!

my 10 days trip to KL really super interesting (to me atleast)
i didnt go there for leisure okay! no shopping just to accompany my aunt and help out in the office and do packaging stuffs. her work is super stressing that you dont wish to be an adult. there is so many things adults have to think abt.to do and blah blah.when they work they dont even have time for food. but again thats life.
malaysia is fun in its on way. although its not as clean as here.. there are alot of mamak stalls if u know what it is.
i worked with makcik A. mak cik B, kakak C. kakak D and shasha. thats the only name i remembered.
we did stuff for 2 events the "rock the world" and gegak astro concert! like anybody would understand.
anyway the concert in klang (somewhere in selangor) being the backstage ppl is totallly different them audience who only know how to go ga-ga over those pretty faces. but the behind the scenes ppl are super busy that they had to gobble up a plate of nasi goreng kampung in less than 5 minutes and bathe in less than 10 minutes because the thought of not eating till1 makes them more hungry.okie that was quite confusing.

i tagged along with the event co-ordinator. she had to make sure food was ready and served on time. and so on. im so lazy to type. but for all i know vince asked me my name! ah that shows not all artiste are arrogant and spoilt.


and den band fest..
oh gosh i freaking screw up my parts.
i admit i can produce good sound but my tongue is lazy. my tonnguing on running notes is really bad and blurred. and so i felt intimidated byall the top notch school with unfamiliar yet unfriendly faces.what can i do? its really hard to break the thick as china walls barrier between girls. thats why i rather be guys. i think? so easy to be around and not so petty. easy going even when you dont know each other yet.the gurls i know i not petty.
on the contrary my band seems more united and we did bond a bit more!! yipee!!thats good news ok.
girls can be bitchy at times. ya im not an exception.
there are nice ppl t00. like this pj trumpeter, she gave me fruitips!!

i need help ! should i buy ipod nano but its silver and have no radio.(BUT IT IS IPOD!!SUPER COOL LA)
or a pink samsung with radio but quality wise i dunno la.

i wish ppl would behave like when we were in kindergarden where we can instantly be good friends with someone we just met because you just act naturally and be yourself.